Its been a month since I’ve put up something in this blog. Sorry been busy these past few days, but now I have time I’m doing this. Ever since I started working / operating my small business my life had been more complicated as ever. In order for you guys to understand I’m gonna elaborate further. Haha, but I’m too shy to admit everything. Oh men this sucks! I don’t know if I can handle it. Hahaha!
What I am about to write is very very personal. Its about me and my so called “fool feelings” for not just one but three person or maybe four or five. Haha this is the most complicated feeling that I’ve felt, I swear. I’m not gonna name each one of them because it will be too much for me.
Here it goes, I thought I love this one person, well I really do but its not gonna happen I mean that person, oh god, is the one that I know I couldn’t reach so instead I’ll just stalk and stalk and stalk to know things or stuff that, okay I’m gonna put initials, “J” were up to. “J” is based on Melbourne, from time to time “J” visits the Phils, and to be honest I haven’t seen “J” in person, I just know and I think “J’s” the one for me (charot!).
Second was “E”, well they were close I mean “E” and “J”. They knew each other but then again, then don’t know me. That’s how bad my life is. Hahaha! Kidding so sometimes I just wish I’m another person so that they will know me what so ever.
Third was “R”, omg! I really really like him. He’s adorable, cute and a very nice person. But I barely see him, we never usually hang out. He wasn’t part of our circle good thing his cousin “F”, by the way he’s the fourth, was the one whom I am super close. Is it too much that I like them both? Hahaha.
Oh I’m down to my last, he’s “G” but this is crazy because he’s totally gay. Wtf! What the hell’s wrong with me? Everytime I am around him I am totally happy. He made me laugh like there’s no tomorrow. I suddenly miss him. He’s in Cebu right now visiting his family. He’ll be there for two weeks and maybe by that time when he got back this ridiculous feelings will long be gone, oh I’m really hoping for that.
Recap with their initials, “J”, “E”, “R”, “F” and “G”. Who should it be? I’ll be honest, if I have to choose between them, it should just be between “R” and “F”. I should throw away all my feelings for the remaining three because its prohibited. Hahahaha! Charot.
Love,
Danica.✯
