09 April 2012

I think I'm in love

Hey what's up? A couple of days after I post "Complicated Heart" I am here now. I indicate there that it should be "F" or "R". I think I know now. I think I'm in love.

Recently, I found out that "F" likes a friend of mine. I've got a hunch before but I ignored it, but now they confirmed it, then again I realized I am falling for "R". This is crazy I know but I am sure now. I've moved on with "V", so I'm pretty sure that its "R" now.

The other day I felt that something's going on between "R" and I. Or maybe he's just nice, sweet or he just "go with the flow" I don't know. It was a memorable day for me. I never thought that he will reply to my texts, we exchanged texts until midnight which is unusual for him, I guess.

I admit it I fall for a guy who doesn't know that I exist. Haha. Charot, of course he does, but he doesn't know that my feelings for him exist. I really like him, i really do hope that he's the one for me. I don't want anybody else, just him. But I don't know if that fairytale that I'm dreaming will come true. I remember in my previous post about fairytale that I should update my story, I guess this is the time. But how should I make a move?

I was re-reading my post about fairytale, and realized that it was "V" whom I was talking about. Haha. Well, I've moved on, I really do that's why I am telling you that it was "R" now. Maybe this will be my fairytale post continuation but instead it was with another guy.

So starting today, I will update my fairytale. Hope that this will be it.

Message for "R":
Dear _____,
Hello! I know makulit ako, pag nagkakasama tayo sa mga get together lagi kita pinipilit magload. Tapos nagload ka nga nung isang araw. Haha, laking tuwa ko nun. Ikaw naman kasi lakas mo mang gulat. Napaka unexpected nun ah, sobrang saya ko nun. Hindi maipinta un reaksyon ko nung sa unang text mo. Tandang tanda ko un oras din nung sinabi mong kakain ka muna, 7:36pm. Lumipas na ang ilang minuto, tapos isang oras wala pa ring text akala ko nakalimot kna pero bigla bigla ka ulit nagtext. Kung alam mo lang grabe ang kilig ko nun. Sobrang saya ko nung araw na un (April 7, 2012). Akala ko nga un na un start of something new pero ewan. Malalaman ko sa mga susunod na araw. Ayoko mag expect pero di ko mapigilan tinamaan kasi. Siguro kung mababasa mo man to matatawa ka, kasi sobrang ang babaw dba? Haha. Ikaw naman kasi, masyado kang pa mysterious type, kung puede lang talaga na paloadan kita gagawin ko pero ayoko naman din na ganun mangyari. Basta kung anuman maghihintay ako. Hindi ko alam kung hanggang kelan, pero wag naman sana na forever kasi sobra un. Hahaha! Ewan ko nga ba bakit ako nahihiya pero in time, malalaman mo din or feeling ko alam mo na kaya tama na to. Sige sa susunod mas may sense naman. Bye!
Danica
This post is so weird I know. That's my annoying letter for him. Keep posted. Bye!

Love,

Danica.