03 April 2012

Fairytales

REPOST: December 16, 2011

Ha! I started watching Once Upon A Time and honestly I really do believe in fairytales but no to magic. Everybody has their own fairytales, it was written for us but we don’t know yet. This may sound weird but I think its true. There are so many sayings in this world but it is for you on which to believe, whether it sounds silly or maybe it is really real. We can never tell. All I know is everyone this world has their own happy endings. We all do have endings but surely it is happy coz happy ending doesn’t just mean love but also accomplishment or mission. We have missions in our life, however, we can never tell what is really it until the ending of your story has come to arrive. We will never realize until it life is bound to its destination. I know whatever I am writing in this journal sounds a little bit crazy, but if we believe, it surely is true.

I am not saying all of this just because I am watching this series that’s all about fairytales. I am saying this because this is what I believe. I believe in love and endings. I’m still hoping that when the right time comes I will have my own fairy tale. That’s how I call happy ending is, or let me say true love’s ending, for me its my fairy tale. We do have our own fairy tales, just believe in love and we will find our way. I keep on saying this to myself coz I really do believe eventhough there were no any signs that I am goin to be happy. My life sucks, so as my love life but I don’t give up coz I know that someday I’m gonna be happy with the man whom I truely love. Ha, what a fairy tale right? Atleast I got my happy ending, if ever. Our destiny will find its way.

Dreams are memories of another life. If this is true then there will be fairy tales as it is. Not just in books, stories, series or movies that makes it realistic. Is it crazy for me to believe in fantasy or someone’s fiction? Now, I’m curious. All I really want is to sing with him (my supposed to be Prince Charming), I want to talk to him, I want to laugh with him. I want to get to know him better. I don’t want to know him as the guy who just plays basketball and not that into music. I want to know him as the guy on how is he as a friend to almost everyone, on what’s his biggest dream, or does he want me to stay with him forever? (Ha! How I wish.) But I don’t know how. Cause every time I try to talk to him, I end up changing my mind coz its awkward. and I just don’t know how to talk to him regarding this stuffs. Which is weird coz I’m good at talking. But with him its different cause he do have a girlfriend which ends everything.

Love,

Danica.✯