Hey its me again. Another day had passed but still I’m here in our house waiting for the day to end. And I’m waiting for this someone to call me coz he kinda or I just assumed that he promised. Oh well, love sucks for me. I used to love him for years now, I call him the love of my life ha! Silly me I know but in time it will meant to be. He is my soulmate. I just know, I feel it. I hope its the same for him but I guess not. But if ever I got a chance to take time back I want it to be when I was in high school. Everything’s perfect for me. Its the best time of my life. I never should’ve let him go. That’s the biggest mistake that I ever did when it comes to love. How wrong can we be when it comes to it? I don’t get it. Its like we were always making the wrong decision no matter what. But they say there is no right or wrong when it comes to love. Oh that’s bullshit. It just cost me my entire teenage to realize that he’s the one, always have and always been. I always took granted other people who love me, then to the one I’m in love with keeps on ignoring me. Sad but true. I hate it. I don’t want to be alone forever. Its killing me. Well enough with love drama its just I’m just too emotional and I can’t deal with it. Having my entire spare time watching series about love, love sucks, life and death situation and whatsoever. Its so hard to deal with. Can we all just have our own happy endings? Like fairytales but I guess its hard. I remember watching Friends with Benefits, when Mila’s mum told her that “Your prince Charming isn’t coming to rescue you in a horse and carriage, that’s not who you are. You’re looking for a man to be your partner. To take the world with you. You’ve gotta update your fairy tale, baby.” It moved me, not all fairy tales are just having a prince Charming whatever but sometimes you’ve gotta find a perfect man that whom you think will understand you in everyway that is possible and also who is willing to be with you til you guys grow old. Well, fairytales isn’t just having prince but having true love, I guess. So just goodluck hope life will turn better for me.
Love,
Danica.✯
